Pull The Curtain

2008-03-12T05:08:00.000-07:00

It's dead . CPR didn't work either .

For now .

2008-02-23T08:59:00.000-08:00

Just so you know, my previous posts are all not emo-like post.
I'm not being insulting, i'm just being critical.
I know its a little surprising but i'm not lying.

I know it was built to last, but it has collapsed,
and i don't feel like building it again.

2008-02-10T07:10:00.001-08:00

Chinese New Year's over.
The festive mood is diminishing.
But now for a not so 'festive' entry.

After a few weeks in school,
it has come to my attention that you have become more irritating.
More like detestable.
In the past, it didn't really bother me, but now,
its pissing me off.

You're like the label on the back of my T-shirt that keeps scratching down my back,
and this time, i feel like ripping it off.

I don't know why, but i can't take egoistic people, especially you.
I know i can be quite egoistic at times, but i know my limits.
Limit means when to stop if you don't understand.
People who have good qualities don't have to announce it to everyone,
because everyone will notice it.
But, nooooo, you proclaim you're great, better then us, and i'm tired of keeping quiet.
You think you're damn fit with that 2degree slope on your arm.
You haven't seen the real thing, boy.
You know i hate emo people, but you're the first optimistic person i detest.

Don't worry, it's not only your ego, but your selfishness is making me sick too.
I've never seen someone so selfish before.
Everything you do, plan, think, it all revolves around you.
Even the sudden change of hearts when you went to jc.
The reason you gave must have been damn selfish, maybe because there are better, or maybe you just got tired and wanted something new.
Whatever the reason, i hope you crash and burn at all the attempts.
Also, if you can't be happy, it doesn't mean we have to sulk with you,
you tried to sabotage one of my better friends, don't think he didn't know.
Cause now I'm starting to think it was you who did the same thing to me instead of ...

The third and final quality you have, you're being a fucking irritating parasite.
Why can't you make you own god damn decisions?
I'm learning this, then your have to follow,
I'm going there, then you follow.
When we're choosing stuff, you kept asking me about my decision.
Can you act like a man and start thinking.
Or do you want me to choose your wife for you as well?

Whatever it is, i hope you change real soon, but maybe not,
cause your face is a pain in the ass as well.
But congrats, you have pissed me off so much, you get the longest post.

I fucken.

2008-01-14T07:38:00.000-08:00

I know its been 14days into the new year before i blog.
But typing isn't my thing man.

School's great.
But think of the oppotunity cost man.
I need like a higher income man. crap.
However, there's new friends, more independant learning time,
Basketball teams and and the best part, hot girls damn.
Envy me man.
What more can i ask ?

Oh, Guan Yin Ma, please give me a 'o' level result good enough to enter
Innova JC.

Sexy abs, I'm gonna own you.

2007-12-26T07:40:00.001-08:00

Don't tell me why you didn't win, i already know.
The other team wanted it more.
Period

2007-12-19T08:49:00.000-08:00

So much things i want to say/curse/shout/criticise, yet, i don't know who to say to.

Hope you come online soon, cause you make me forget everything else, and I'm still hoping. =x

Life suck, and i know that you know that i know.
But it still goes on, like the saying :
life might be just be an error, and the worse keeps happening, until the worst happens.

2007-11-28T06:45:00.000-08:00

I'm really getting tired of you.
You obviously have no sense of maturity or control.

If your goal is to out-gay all of your friends, you certainly did it.
No, you EXCEL in it.

To tell you the truth, my patience for you is worse than paper-thin.
So you better stop your feminine slapping habits, or i will make sure my manly fist will get in the way.

You ruin my life once, if you piss me off, i make sure i return the favour.
Maybe its just people who cross-dress or cross-'live' who i can't stand,
or MAYBE, its just you.

And sorry, I'm not a supporter of the removal of the Section 377A of the Penal Code.

2007-11-28T06:29:00.000-08:00

The only reason why your so unattractive is because of your stupid low self-esteem.

Because of that, you just look like a moth, living in a world filled with violently coloured butterflies.

Chest up or stay down ! Its your choice.

Being emo isn't a very hip trend.

Even elmo, who is a puppet, is optimistic.
Cause what i'm saying is that you are way worse that the red hairy fur ball.
Maybe i will give you a really bright and colourful T-shirt on your birthday to make up for your lack of shining personalty.

Farewell for now

2007-11-20T08:26:00.000-08:00

Chalet's over.
Everyone's working.
I'm stuck jobless after Dec 2nd.

During chalet, i realise it might be the second last time i see some of my classmates.
But i'm not getting emotional or anything.

Secondary School has been one hell of a ride.

This 4 years has being long, tiring, emotional, fun, torturous, and suffocating degree of accumulated stress.
I met many assholes, bastards, bitches.
But also some of my best friends who believed in me.

Yes, i gonna miss so much stuff.
Calvin, no more biking trips to anywhere.
Xiao Min, no more remarks that you might/will never understand.
Jim, no more lunch after school and bluffing the KFC personnel.
Ben, no more mindless arguments.
Russell, no more countless insults. I concede, you win.
Hafiz, no more comparing soccer teams, because Arsenal is the best.
Meng, no need for being humble anymore.
Zhar, no more kicking my fucking chair and irritating me.
Jash, no more 'r' pronunciations.
Nal, no more irritating you, i know u enjoy it.
Girls, no more saliva drooling over me anymore.
My Bball gang, no more playing after school and running away from the teachers

So it's the end of secondary school life and 4E1'07.
This time, the curtain is really gonna be pulled.
It's been a long ride and I'm tired, but this is only my 9th entry.

Goodbye, the most butt-kicking class of ADSS.

Don't worry, I'll pull the curtain this time.

2007-11-09T07:51:00.000-08:00

The period has arrived,
yes, the period where
all students go crazy,
all teachers go spa,
all parents await their bonus,
all shopping centers look forward to,
and where all private tutors go bankrupt.

Yes, it is the holidays.

I just realise how boring holidays can be.
seriously, i can't wait for the JC course next year.
i don't know why either, must be school withdrawal symptoms.

Com's in my room, yay!

& i'm still waiting for THE phone call. TT

2007-10-14T07:12:00.000-07:00

I hope my classmates read today's
Sunday Time.

Especially this article.

Maybe then, those who really
understand the article will know
why i don't really like my class.

Not everyone is guilty, just a handful.
If you feel guilty, then your probably
one of them =/.

2007-09-21T03:41:00.000-07:00

"let least i have a boyfriend/girlfriend"
What comes to mind when someone tell you this.

Please recall the disclaimer before continue reading.

Well, to me,
she could just say,
"hey, I'm cheap, and actually any guy will do,
as long as i have one."

As you all may know,
I don't have a girlfriend yet,
for some reasons that i'm not
oblige to tell you all.
Luckily my friend pulled me
away before i could fucking tell
her how she just degraded her fucking self.

P.S : I'm not attracted to cheap girls who degrade themselves
with stupid remarks like the one above.

And, read above,
for the young and hopeless(& cheap)
it reads : NO APOLOGIES.

2007-09-18T05:55:00.000-07:00

Prelims over!!
..and "O" is in 4 weeks.

So i played for 3 days after the prelims,
without any internet.
Cos my parents brought the router with them one their
holiday.
Like a prisoner without a window

Three days without parental control.
Hazardous!
How the hell can you leave a 16years old TEEN/YOUNG ADULT
at home with no limit or control.

But the 3 days was shit man.
Had nothing to do.
My dayS started with waking up at 11am
so half the day would be gone.

My neighbor/tuition teacher invited us to
have dinner with them, and their food was
like eating at a seafood restaurant.
They also invited a few of their students,
wanted to get the number of one of them,
but they were all J1 x=
(Maybe Russell is right, just do it)

Other days were just boring.

Last week i went to Plaza Singapore,
and, whoa i saw this two hot babe,
but they were holding hands and everything.
I thought it was still ok, until,
They went into the same fitting room,
and its not like there were no more vacant one.
T.T
Why must MOST lesbian be so hot?

Maybe its just poetic justice. =)
if you understand.

Why must the girl i always see fit,
Always be out of my league

From the foregoing paragraph,
it happen twice, all outta my league.

sorry bout the forgoing paragraph thing,
still suffering from
POST PRELIMS SYMPTOMS .

When Mind Over Conscience

2007-08-05T07:41:00.000-07:00

When mind over conscience

Nowadays, my conscience keep telling me:
"STUDY YOU JACKASS!!
YOUR FUCKING "O" LEVEL IS APPROACHING"

Don't ask me why my conscience is
so vulgar, maybe its ermmm, stressed up??

But anyway, even with such "strong" and
"influence-able" language, my mind keeps
telling me,:
" Relax man, time may be of the essence,
but think about it, there's 24 hours a day,
with 10 weeks to "O"s, thats 10080000 ms away."
probably in mammon( trust me this is a word )
it a big sum,
but in terms of time, i think i just wasted a hell
lots of it.

So, i sometimes, hope that my conscience
would one day out muscle my mind.
Pin it 1 2 3.
Then maybe i would wake up.
( free external help is most appreciated )

Maybe its time to study,
and of course it is,
but i think some of my classmates already
forgotten one of life most beautiful activity,
SLEEP.
Its easy to lose one, but difficult to gain
back another in this stupid rat race we're
all in as students.
A race in which you choose your own prise,
in a first come first serve basis.

May god bless me, nonono, and all my classmates in
the coming prelims and "O"s.

This might just be my longest entry.

HAHA, Happy National Week

Happy birthday Singapore

2007-07-29T08:10:00.000-07:00

I just realise how
selfish i'm when it come to
basketball.
today in the midst of going
out with my parents, i just
ditched my family halfway to
join my friends.
AND that wasn't the only thing
i was selfish about
but i shan't mention.

Friends can be with you
until the time of your death,
but your parents ain't going
to last that long.

That sentence kept ringing in my mind.
Like they say, blood is thicker than water.
Next time its a first come first serve basis,
family priority 1, then friends.

And if you think i'm emo this few days,
don't worry, its probably mood swings.

2007-06-18T04:54:00.001-07:00

Yes, I found my password.
Zzz
But nevermind, don't want to
be long winded.

Lesson i learn over past weeks
1. TRY not to let girls decide stuff
unless she is your girlfriend
2. Don't leave your homework to the
last week, cos it's a death wish
3. Try not to sleep if you have
a swollen ankle, it'll just become
bigger.
4. Get a spare wheelchair
5. Try not to debate with my sis, cos
i always lose.
6. Get a girlfriend, so i don't have
to spend my free time at home

God bless my ankle, if you think its a joke
to see me limping.

Found a new band
Try : Cauterize
If you like alternative rock

One Blog, One Person

2007-05-08T07:43:00.001-07:00

Sawloser - October 21th
My knees keep giving in but my arm
keep holding on to what i had
just like a broken Marionette

Nothing's everlasting and
it's hard for me to find myself in your eyes.
I just can't get over it,
how gifting i was and how stupid i was

It's finally done.
Finally compiled all the songs for the play list.
Thought it will be user friendly,
got a 'like real' smack on to my face.

But i (plus my sis) finally did it.
And no, there wasn't any champagne on ice
to celebrate.

Don't really know what i'm going to write on the
blog, but thing about my personal life will
be to the minimal.
Like why the hell should you know?!
So for those who write their problems online,
WE REALLY DON"T GIVE A DAMN

And please do not spam me cause you will
just be demoting yourself.

2007-05-06T08:18:00.001-07:00

TESTING YOU JACKASS